A book in progress

Not True, Not Random

A post-Mormon book about doubt, wisdom, and reconstruction

An anonymized post-Mormon manuscript about what was false, what was useful, and how to rebuild a serious life without fake certainty.

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Contents

  1. Prologue: Missing The Music
  2. Part I: Inside Belief
  3. Chapter 1: The Problem With "I Know"
  4. Chapter 2: Good, But Not Finished
  5. Chapter 3: The Shortcut Around Judgment
  6. Part II: What Broke
  7. Chapter 4: Disillusionment Is Not Wisdom
  8. Chapter 5: The Church Of Good PR
  9. Chapter 6: Stronger Than The Church
  10. Part III: Freedom Is Not Permission
  11. Chapter 7: The Options I Could Not Feel
  12. Chapter 8: Family Wasn't The Lie
  13. Chapter 9: Polygamy's Afterlife
  14. Chapter 10: A True Warning In The Wrong Mouth
  15. Chapter 11: The Drink Was Never Just A Drink
  16. Part IV: What Survives
  17. Chapter 12: Debunking Is Not A Home
  18. Chapter 13: Godliness Without Promotion
  19. Chapter 14: A Serious Life Without False Certainty
  20. Coda: What I Can Still Sing